chained-bad-luck

Have you ever felt like bad things happen in chains? Not stopping till you break the chain? Well recently, I've experienced this so called phenomenon, the chained-bad-luck.

It all starts in College (duh), lately it's been rather hectic. You know, chasing deadlines, tests, quizzes and etc... This past week was the worst of 'em all. I must admit this is my own doing, and am not ashamed to admit when I screwed up.

So this week is the last week before midterm break. I had a couple assignments due, a few drafts for future-known assignments, several quizzes and test (partly due to my absenteeism). Coming into class unprepared is fucked up. Especially when there's a quiz or test that you're so not ready for. Brush that aside i still went through the week as best as i could. Did all the tests and quizzes, orals, and assignments the best i could.

Thought it would be cake, boy was i wrong.

So the end result is a catastrophe, i flunked one test, and one oral.

Pause.

/bask in the moment

Resume.

Ok here's some good news, I got assurance from my lecturers that i still can pull through with some tweaks in me. So case closed.

So it's Saturday [yeah i have class on sat !], just finished class, about to seize the mid semester hols coming next week with an iron grip. Then reality strikes, holiday assignments. The fucking 2 words i didn't want to hear. It'd be alright if it was 1 or 2. They know how to really drill it in to ya. So, instead of relaxation this coming week, it's more hustling and bustling.

Who am i to complain.

Oh, it doesn't stop there. The icing on the cake. The best part of it all. My tired state, and my grumbling mood just costed me my relationship. So there's a lil' something to tear that wound right open.

If I could describe this past week in one word, do ya know what it'll be?


HELL

So back to this chained-bad-luck shit, like i mentioned before, shit will keep on happening till i break it. So now, i just need someone to point me towards the right direction so that i can break this fucking chain into a gazillion pieces.

p.s. excuse the language, as you can tell, I'm FUCKING PISSED