chained-bad-luck

Have you ever felt like bad things happen in chains? Not stopping till you break the chain? Well recently, I've experienced this so called phenomenon, the chained-bad-luck.

It all starts in College (duh), lately it's been rather hectic. You know, chasing deadlines, tests, quizzes and etc... This past week was the worst of 'em all. I must admit this is my own doing, and am not ashamed to admit when I screwed up.

So this week is the last week before midterm break. I had a couple assignments due, a few drafts for future-known assignments, several quizzes and test (partly due to my absenteeism). Coming into class unprepared is fucked up. Especially when there's a quiz or test that you're so not ready for. Brush that aside i still went through the week as best as i could. Did all the tests and quizzes, orals, and assignments the best i could.

Thought it would be cake, boy was i wrong.

So the end result is a catastrophe, i flunked one test, and one oral.

Pause.

/bask in the moment

Resume.

Ok here's some good news, I got assurance from my lecturers that i still can pull through with some tweaks in me. So case closed.

So it's Saturday [yeah i have class on sat !], just finished class, about to seize the mid semester hols coming next week with an iron grip. Then reality strikes, holiday assignments. The fucking 2 words i didn't want to hear. It'd be alright if it was 1 or 2. They know how to really drill it in to ya. So, instead of relaxation this coming week, it's more hustling and bustling.

Who am i to complain.

Oh, it doesn't stop there. The icing on the cake. The best part of it all. My tired state, and my grumbling mood just costed me my relationship. So there's a lil' something to tear that wound right open.

If I could describe this past week in one word, do ya know what it'll be?


HELL

So back to this chained-bad-luck shit, like i mentioned before, shit will keep on happening till i break it. So now, i just need someone to point me towards the right direction so that i can break this fucking chain into a gazillion pieces.

p.s. excuse the language, as you can tell, I'm FUCKING PISSED

/sigh Streamyx

I think most Malaysians subscribe with Streamyx as their ISP. With such a wide network of customers, you ought to think Streamyx does every painstaking task to deliver a 1st class service. Regrettably they don't. Here's a shout out to the people of Streamyx [TMNut!] to vent out the frustration. If so happens a TMNut person comes across this thread. Take what i have to say after this, and reflect, rinse and repeat.

"EPIC FAILURE"

Fix the problem, very bad connectivity and poor service all together. What happened? You guys used to be top notch. Too well fed huh? No wonder, new companies dare to start selling their alternative. Taking your laziness to maintain as an opportunity. Kudos to those companies. /slap /slash wrist /spit on Streamyx. Shame on you guys.

Average-sology

In the past, I've always dedicated my attention solely to one purpose. Found it a rather bad compulsive habit. For example, I'd go all out in my studies but be oblivious to my relationship with people or vice versa. This year I'm all about average-sology! It's my new drive in life. I'd do everything,but in average and modest proportions. I want a taste of everything life can give.

Be it in my studies, relationship, hobbies and etc, but everybody knows changes comes one stride at a time. So i don't expect to adapt immediately. It's more of an on going process of evolution. The reason behind this ideology is to not expect so highly in one sect in life, when u are divided equally amongst all. So failure would only diminish you for awhile, but you'll bounce back to what ever is left. To me it's a win-win situation. I'd be doing average in school, so I'd have more time in my relationship, but at the same time I'd also be average in relationships so i won't neglect school.

Who knows, maybe this moderate-grasp on life would turn out better. Give it a try. So far so good for me. Thumbs up to the average-sology!